九等天使
青春年华～～～～
zz 发表于 2008-06-08 03:25:36
青春年华．．．．．．我现在所处的应该是人生中最有朝气的阶段才对．．．．．．．
可是，为什么，我连活下去的信念都没了．．．．．．
现在的心态真的不好，不好．．．．．．
其实真的很想念一些人．．．．．．
多年前的好朋友们．．．．．．
没有联系的和偶尔联系的．．．．．．．
他们应该都想不到，其实他们在我心理的位置是那么重要．．．．．．．
只是基于我个人的性格原因，和他们越来越少联系．．．．．．．
其实他们不止是回忆，即使是现在，也都是我心灵中的大部分．．．．．．
可是，他们都不知道吧，也无从知晓．．．．．．．
他们只以为我有了新的生活，新的朋友，将他们遗忘了吧．．．．．．
不是的，不是的｀｀｀
别人都说我是活在以前的世界里了．．．．．．
可是，我的性格就这样，也没有告诉他们任何人，也没有积极主动地去找他们
因为我一直会想，已经过了那么久了，或许已经太晚了．．．
The Ending
zhuzhu 发表于 2008-02-03 23:14:29
With regret, two “love”-related stories of mine take an end at one day~Goodbye to 1786. As to me, he was an excellent person. I adored him for his personality, acquierement and appearance :P everything?!. He,unknowingly,has occupied my heart for many years. Even though we did not see each other often after graduation, he has always been on my mind. Yesterday, my high school classmates got together to hold a reunion party which is said to be “the most important and formal one”, they truly had done a good job in preparation ~(P.S:I do want to express my thanks to those who work for this party with all my heart)~ However, personally, I felt a little bit sad. I saw he again today and we had small talks. My mind traveled over recent events ,I am fully aware that I cannot gain his affection….actually, I knew it, just do not want to admit it….So, maybe now is the time to say goodbye to my passion for him. Anyway, thank you for giving me a memory, and I will always remember you.
Goodbye to XRZ. Last year, after a barbeque party, I was told by another friend that he sort of fell in love with me at first sight when we met 3or4 years ago. I was quite astonished to hear it, as for the fact that we were not familiar with each other, besides we rarely talked to each other, so, I did not notice anything affectionate or passionate at all. Then that friend asked me to ask him now whether he cares for me or not, aha, of course, I did not do that! Frankly speaking, I had a very good impression about him! He was a little bit fancy, and I knew the feeling of loving someone for years without any responses. I thought if he still has feelings for me, I shall be together with him someday. Today, I got to know that he has an affection for a girl who is very outstanding. All things between me and him are just reduced to imaginations and fantasy, so goodbye to my fantasy.
Well, the most important thing is that our friendship endures forever~right? Also, I am very happy that I can open my heart to write all of these~ Speak more, be bold!
FALLING...
zz 发表于 2008-01-06 23:23:45
整个学期算是彻底地浪费了....................最近老是会不由地念到:"I feel guilty." 真的,整个人就这样堕落了.......人应该前进才对,可我却一直在退后........行动上,思想上....................前方越来越朦胧,视野越来越模糊,天哪~~~~~信心都丢了.........................
晕呼呼
zhuzhu 发表于 2007-10-31 00:43:23
很久没写东西了,每天晕呼呼的,课多作业也多.....抱怨了N次了,似乎是时候接受了.只是,作业写到这个时候还只是个开始,这让我又烦躁起来了.......是的,现在脾气也变差了,很容易被触怒.......
不知道自己接下来会如何.
目标似乎模糊了,根本没时间去实现,虽然说时间是挤出来的,可是每天上完课就真的什么也不想做了,不想动.也算人的惰性吧!但我觉得我的脑袋也就只能装得下那么多东西.....
人也开始浮躁起来了,脑子里开始糊思乱想了.
是时间到了,遇见他了;还是现在这种迷茫的状态导致的?应该抛开这种思绪吗?
