九等天使

With regret, two “love”-related stories of mine take an end at one day~Goodbye to 1786. As to me, he was an excellent person. I adored him for his personality, acquierement and appearance :P everything?!. He,unknowingly,has occupied my heart for many years. Even though we did not see each other often after graduation, he has always been on my mind. Yesterday, my high school classmates got together to hold a reunion party which is said to be “the most important and formal one”, they truly had done a good job in preparation ~(P.S:I do want to express my thanks to those who work for this party with all my heart)~  However, personally, I felt a little bit sad. I saw he again today and we had small talks. My mind traveled over recent events ,I am fully aware that I cannot gain his affection….actually, I knew it, just do not want to admit it….So, maybe now is the time to say goodbye to my passion for him. Anyway, thank you for giving me a memory, and I will always remember you.

Goodbye to XRZ. Last year, after a barbeque party, I was told by another friend that he sort of fell in love with me at first sight when we met 3or4 years ago. I was quite astonished to hear it, as for the fact that we were not familiar with each other, besides we rarely talked to each other, so, I did not notice anything affectionate or passionate at all. Then that friend asked me to ask him now whether he cares for me or not, aha, of course, I did not do that! Frankly speaking, I had a very good impression about him! He was a little bit fancy, and I knew the feeling of loving someone for years without any responses. I thought if he still has feelings for me, I shall be together with him someday. Today, I got to know that he has an affection for a girl who is very outstanding. All things between me and him are just reduced to imaginations and fantasy, so goodbye to my fantasy.

Well, the most important thing is that our friendship endures forever~right? Also, I am very happy that I can open my heart to write all of these~  Speak more, be bold!